what my biffle sent to me. it touched a spot in my heart and now it cant go away:) you cheered me up in my dark days, we share laughter, we share hate, we share love, we share pain, but in the end its no doubt. you are the gain that has entered into my life:
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here i am, once again with that text aha, cindy cindy how hard will this pain be
the pain we do not want to endure because its happiness that we seek, be strong for the outcome, be strong for this next tear, be open minded so this pain you do not fear. hardship and mateship is how we pull through, as a close friend by your side il always be here for you. goodnight cindy tranter my only double G. from your only zappo il give you an i love you. x
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
confusion.
nobody likes to be confused, yet we are all confused at some point.
some more than others however it is a feeling, mood, that we cannot help but feel even though we try to fight it. when we are confused it can hurt even more than being sad or angry, why? because we do not know the outcome we do not know what to think or how to feel we do not know what is the things running through our minds and we certainly do not know what to do or even what to say,
someone can be so confused that it tears them up inside because they are affraid of making important decsions, decsions which cannot be taken back.
the point here is that confusion is something i do not like exepriencing and yet right now i am so uterly confused >=[
some more than others however it is a feeling, mood, that we cannot help but feel even though we try to fight it. when we are confused it can hurt even more than being sad or angry, why? because we do not know the outcome we do not know what to think or how to feel we do not know what is the things running through our minds and we certainly do not know what to do or even what to say,
someone can be so confused that it tears them up inside because they are affraid of making important decsions, decsions which cannot be taken back.
the point here is that confusion is something i do not like exepriencing and yet right now i am so uterly confused >=[
Sunday, November 1, 2009
the end?..
i thought you were a good friend, i was wrong.
i thought things could be mended, i was wrong.
i thought you were someone special. caring, i was wrong.
i thought we were more than this, but you're just cold.
there is no point to what friendship we have ever shared, so what is the point
of me holding onto something which has already been let go of?
this isnt something for you to read, if u want me out of you life, why would u ?
you dont need to pay attention, you obviously dont need me.
u didnt just lose or "forget" about me. you didnt just forget the feelings,
you forgot. me. my personality, my comfort, my presence.
i have others to which i can turn to, but they are not you.
there is so much more to say to you but you wouldnt understand nor care about what i have to say, people call me blinded but you are pretty blind yourself, arrogant and selfish at time by only thinking about your feelings or actions and not of what they cause to others. time has gone, this is now the end. hopefully not. but im not a come-and-go person. goodbye. now you are happy and im left, on my way to hopeful happiness without you in my life no more.
i thought things could be mended, i was wrong.
i thought you were someone special. caring, i was wrong.
i thought we were more than this, but you're just cold.
there is no point to what friendship we have ever shared, so what is the point
of me holding onto something which has already been let go of?
this isnt something for you to read, if u want me out of you life, why would u ?
you dont need to pay attention, you obviously dont need me.
u didnt just lose or "forget" about me. you didnt just forget the feelings,
you forgot. me. my personality, my comfort, my presence.
i have others to which i can turn to, but they are not you.
there is so much more to say to you but you wouldnt understand nor care about what i have to say, people call me blinded but you are pretty blind yourself, arrogant and selfish at time by only thinking about your feelings or actions and not of what they cause to others. time has gone, this is now the end. hopefully not. but im not a come-and-go person. goodbye. now you are happy and im left, on my way to hopeful happiness without you in my life no more.
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