lying.. ?

i hate it how people can lie straight to my face, i hate it how people can be so mean so someone then the next second act like their best friend. i hate it when people lie straight to my face, and act as if they did nothing wrong.

there is some people who lie to me over and over and think im stupid and believe their lies,
news. i dont. why is there the need to lie ? little lies are fine, bigger ones are not.
when this person lied to me, i was cut, not because it was the lie itself, but because of what they did. they didnt only lie to me, but to the others around em. and now im left confused and holding onto something that cannot be held onto. im not the deepest blogger, or talk as if i know alot in life, i dont, this is where i come to express my feeling wen i cant say them aloud.

all i wish for is for you to be honest with me, all i wish for is to be happy, all i wish for is for you to give your heart, its all that i ask for, nothing more, nothing less. if you cannot do that then what is the point to what we have? there is no point. if two people dont feel the same way about each other. at some point they do then someone gets in the way and thats just reality.

i have felt so much pain and now its time to let go, i have shared happiness and laughter sadness and heartache, jealously and joy. but now it has finally come to an end because there is nothing left, or it is barely hanging by a thread. sometimes things dont turn out the way we plan. sometimes for for the better and sometimes for the worse and right now i dont know what i want but i know it cant get any worse, i have been through alot and so has alot of you's. and we can only make one another stronger, allthough its hard its going to all heal & get better,

take careee sexys && yes i know i sed earlier today i was oh hatius but no other sites are working atm so so i am writing this. <3>
xxo_

BEEN ON HATIUS!

&& still am;D

ciaoo xxo_